Dear God Please Help Me Make Sense of My Life and Give Me Strength to Endure Your Challenges

I try to follow your example and connect all the dots, but I really try to handle everything as well as possible. I pray that you give me the patience I need to persevere and get through, and now I’m tired of it. Although I truly believe that I deserve a break now, I hope that you will not allow me to put myself to the test instead of breaking me.

I am a good person who always tries to be strong, wise and nice, but I am tired of having to fight again and again.

I believe I am finally ready to understand the meaning of my existence, to give meaning to my life and finally to achieve stability. I know I will do well, I will pass all the tests and everything will continue as it is, but I could not get my passport once. Could you not even give me a break and get rid of all that and take me out of the game?

I don’t know what to do and I never really asked for anything.

I count on you to lift the veil of darkness that surrounds me and help me see the light at the end of the tunnel. I am counting on you all to see that a new day is coming, and I am counting on you to help us see it.

I know you will deliver, but this time I am really counting on you to perform a miracle, and I know you will deliver.

I want you to be happy, I want to feel complete and fulfilled and I trust you in my heart. You never let me down, so trust me in what I believe in, trust in your hearts, you want me to be happy.